There are many counterfeit spirits/gifts in the church. (False Holy Ghost, False Tongues, False prophecy and prophets) Just because something sounds spiritual, or looks spiritual doesn’t mean it’s of God. And, just because “others” do it doesn’t make it right. Just because someone says “God told me,” or “I saw this”, or “I heard that doesn’t mean it’s of God. It could be the false Prophetic spirit in operation. This could be the cause of your physical and emotional pain!